seriously, i so damn wanna go home.

to hell with grammatical error or whatsoever
perasaan aku sangat2 xstabil sejak aku smpi uitm nii.

mcm2 mslh dtg sejak aku msok uitm.
xdpt kolej baiduri, nk tumpang baiduri jpk nak cek, mcm2 lg la.

lagi satu, bile mak aku da semangat2 carikkan rumah sewa,
sbb kwn aku 2org tu smgt nk dok rumah sewa,
turns out, dorg dapat baiduri.
oke, DAPAT baiduri.
mak aku tu, sampai da nak nanges jumpa pihak kolej supaye aku dpt baiduri, xdpt.
sedangkan, pihak kolej da wt notis cakap, akher bln 1 bru dapat tau rayuan tu.

tau x mcm mane perasaan aku?
haaa.
mcm orang bodo kot.

one of the reason i'm willing to go back to mutiara is because i have friends here.
my classmates.
tapi sekarang, mcm xde harga ape2 kan aku pindah sini.

aku ingat maybe dorang akan sukela aku pndah mutiara,
sbb aku tau ade org xsuke aku dok baiduri ni.
so, aku sanggup korbankan kesenangan aku supaya orang xbenci aku.
and the result is, very dissapointing.

and now, they do that to me.
they dont know how i really feel.
dorang tengok aku senyap je, dorang ingat aku xde mood sbb aku tgh red flag.
then, dgn muke selambe shj, dorang cakap dorang dapat baiduri.

kwn2 aku yg xdpt baiduri, bile dgr, sume dah mara sedih sume segala laa.

ohh come on. who am i to you guys?
haaaa.

damn.

aku sgt2 xdpt nk kwl emosi aku.
aku tak kesah dorang jumpa blog aku, read it, comment it or anything.
this is the place i can express my feelings.
this is my blog.
kt penang ni, aku xde org yg bole jd tmpt luahan hati,
coz most of them have the same problem as me.

i dont even have the heart to laughh

damnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnn