25 of dec 2009

hari tu;

which means 25dec la kn. hmm. plan gn geng g cs nk tgk wyg. so, kuar rumah dlm kol 3 gtu. yusra bwk keta, tp siyes aku takot kott. waduh2. zul dok sblah yush pun da knon2 dok bce doa je wahahaha. mmg seram ar die bwk. ish3. smpi cs, dr basement1 smpi basement 3 crk pking lgsg xde. ya Allah, basement3 yg xpnah pnuh tu pn sesak gle. ish3. yush nk jln kaki crk pking, so aku handle keta plak. tu pun xdpt. las2 kua balek pg plaza seni pking situ. bazer 1jam =.=

da msok cs, rmi plak org tgk wyg, last2 xjd ar tgk. g mkn pastu jln2 survey brg2 je. hehehe. pastu lpas maghrib grak g danga bay. kesian kt ieka kempunan gle nak naek pirates ship tu, aku ikot jela. kau, xpasal2 menjerit aku wahahahaa. dulu aku penah naek kt genting, lg besar smpi nak nanges takot gle. kt danga kcik je, tp lg tgi mcm nk tkuar dr tmpt duduk tu. =.= plg kuat jerit aku gn rahmah kehkehkeh :D

pastu men bumper car plak. urghhh maen ni wt bdn aku da saket2 da ni adoiii. tp best arr. org xdkenali pn men blasah je langgar hohahaha. pastu last skali men basikal.
ehehhe.

maen basikal best. we all maen family punye yg muat 4-5 org tu. kitorang bsing gle ar, jerit2 mcm ape. nmpk org je lambai2 la hi hi bye bye la ish3. ade 1 time tu, dpan street mall la jgk. tgh penat kayuh2 ni dr tepi laut ujung sne tu, aku dgn ternganga penat an wahahah. tetiba ade mamat naek moto passes us n cakap "SMILEEE" and snap our picture. gn muke aku tgh ternganga =.='' damnnn. siap wt flash lg tuu damnnn =.=''''

pastu lepak mamak bsing2 since we all je females and girl hot2 kt situ wahaha, sume org tgk. tp dorg tgk sbb ieka gn rhmah ckp kuat sgt =.='' aku da bengang2 diam je arh..

kt kedai mamak tu, send a message tu me mom, ckp mcm ni,

"ma, akk da kt rosmerah kt lyg ni, jap lg akk balek"

then my mom bls,

"xpe, bru pkul 8"

hohahaha, paham x anak2? aku anta mcet time tu da pkul 11 lbeh. heheh ayt pedas nyindir pye :DDD

pic byk, tp nnt la aku upload. kemalasan melampau. lptp bru format, lg la mls nk bluetooth dr hp. tinggal brape ari je nk balek uitm, lg la kemalasan melampau lampau hohahahahha

to haqqie :D

The time I spend with you is surprising
When I realize it, the date is already at its final stage
I don't want to let go, I don't want to return
Stop the time, I want to be together forever

The words to hide our awkwardness
The moments when our eyes met
The time we spent together
I wish they had all lasted longer
Your hand held mine until
You saw me off at the final train
Your nonchalant kindness makes me happy

If this were a fairy-tale
I'd instantly be able to go to a future with you
Every time, everyday, everything
Even if I don't put it into words
You are my special place
If I could be granted just one wish
Dear God, please stop time when we are alone together

When will we meet again?
No matter how many times I say it, I keep thinking about it
A half of me is anxious and the other half is hoping
This feeling won't change, maybe, surely
What do you think of me?

Every time, everyday, everything
Even if we were to go our separate ways, I'll hold us together
You are my special person
Every time, everyday, everything
I have faith. Even if time doesn't stop
If we're fated then we'd be able to see each other anytime, right?

been together for 2years, 7months and 2weeks. love you always XOXO

result.

alhamdulillah,
aku dapat ape yang aku nak.
masok dlm senarai dekan.
memang aku gembira, so happy that i nearly cried last night.

sebab sblum tu i heard one of my frens yg mmg pndai, she missed the DL.
so aku takot gile mcm ape.

bile tgk result alhamdulillah.
x sia2 aku blaja mcm nak gile.

tapi, bile aku bgtau my parents, dorang mcm xde reaksi.
i was like, err nothing to say? no? nada? uhhh okay,

my mom plak cakap, 'nape sket sgt. nape x 4.0?'
aku dah, hahh?
urghhh
even kwn aku yg sgt pndai dlm klas ktorg miss, dpt 3.95.
mcm mane?

seriously aku kcewa gn reaksi dorang.
i mean, this is my 1st result in uni, i got DL, but they didnt even congratulated me or watever la kn.

at least, aku berkobar2 la nk dpt DL lg ntok nex sem.
inii. haihhh
smgt aku trus ilang nak ape2 pn.
aku da mls tau.

aku tau, aku xsehebat kwn aku tu yg nearly 4.0, tp kitaorg course lain2.
xbole nak bandingkn mcm time spm dlu.

aku dpt DL mcm xmemberi ape2 mkna plak.
haihhh.
sgt xphm.

dgn bndera merah berkibar, lagila aku sgt sgt emo

T.T

urghhh

tadi check pmohonan kolej.
excited bdebar2 sume ade.

then, tgk senarai name, most of my classmate dpt mutiara, ade 2-3 org dpt nr.
aku da pergh, apehal dak pharmacy sume die cmpak luar ni.
giler xacii.
tgk name aku, aku pun dpt mutiara jgk waaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaa
xnk xnk mutiara xbest waaaaaaaaaaaa

susah tuuu dok mutiaraa.
mmg dpt kolej, tp mutiara kt luar uitm, bkn dlm.
nak kena naek bas lg.
bas tu plak jgn mimpi la nk tgk ksong.
bdk2 dr perda tu sume sesak mcm ape dlm bas.

haihhh
for those who do not know,
uitm penang ade dua blog akademik.
1 dlm uitm, 1 lg kt perda.
perda sgt jauh klau nk berjalan kaki.
tp die sediakan bas.
kalau bas ksong nak amek bdk kt perda,
bdk perda best, bdk mutiara xbest la.
tiap kali bas dtg je mst pnuh.
almt dtg kelas lmbt. adehhh

dlm uitm ade dua kolej je.
baiduri ntok siswi, zamrud ntok siswa.
budak ade 6k org, adoi2.
skrang ni ade 3 kolej tgh dlm pembinaan.
org ckp siap mgkn aku part3-4 gtu.
perghhhh

sdeyh btol.
org yg cop kad aktviti tu gle sket dr aku, bole dpt dduk dlm.
heyyyy x ke hanginnn

yeyyyyy

akhernyee dpt pn ksut tuh pewiiit

pnt2 pegi jj bkt indah, saiz 6 abes.
oke, fine g crk kt jj tebrau
pn xde jgk.

eeee mcm ape.
las2 tadi g jj bkt indah lntk je amek saiz 5.
da adjust tali sume fit je pn ksut tu.

kasut crocodile tu xla lawa mane,
but it is comfy.
sdp pakai.
jalan lelame pun xpenat tauuu
oh ye, bukan crocs oke, crocodile.

aku xde duet nak beli crocs mhl tuu.

:D

layout bru

T.T
akhernye,
dpt jgk aku tukar layout mcm nii.
T.T ouh terharuu

klau x keje dok usha blog org je tgk layout org haha.

lawa kn lwa kn?
:D

thx fee, syg u byk2 :D

tengtengteng

mood aku sukar diagak sejak cuti2 ni.
ehe
ade time stress menggila ade time hepi semcm.
den pn xphm.

minggu ni, i mean bln ni byk btol org kawenkn.
kakak kwn aku sume nk kawen, pdhl yg dok mgtl adik die kahkahkah

mama, akak nak kawen jgk bole? :D

p/s: to has, duhhh sure i do. gatal~ XDD

matrik =.=

oke, last week those who entered matric got their results rite?
and i was eager to know my friends result.
jadi minah kepoh.

the earliest person to told me his results, none other than aqie la of coz.
he told me he got 3.9
3.9????!! ya Allah, aku rase mcm nk ter tutttt ko tau.
dari syok2 tido pkul 10 lbeyh tu trus terbeliak mata aku bce msg die.
waduhhhh
when did he became this clever.
not that i'm looking down at him, tapi bile tengok time die study before and during exam, he just like byase2 je. carefree sungguh.
aku yang takot dok sruh die studi =.=''

his mom was of coz la too happy when she heard that. my family pn. (eheheheh)
then, i didnt know my other friend's result.

oh yeee, the other person, ni mmg da xpayh ckp laa.
one of my best fren got 4flat. rahmah la sape lg.
4flat??!!! duhhhhh
i didnt know how she studied. but i do know that she's work hard, stay up late until 4a.m to achieved this result.
so, although i'm a bit jealous, err okay sangat jealous, i congratulated her.
budak genius byaselarr

bila tengok result dorang,
i suddenly felt something.
you know, regret.
i admit that i'm a bit disappointed when aqie got his really excellent result that i know i dont have a chance of getting it. err phm x agk2? =.=''
but i'm happy for him. at least aku bole bergantung pd die la nnt kan kehkeh

i'm a bit regret that i didnt enter matriculation in the first place.
i should have try but i'm afraid of trying.
i'm afraid to urge myself to try and study there before making a decision to stay there or leave it.
regret haunts me, everyday.
to make things worse, my life had been miserable these few days,
i didnt get the peaceful life i used to get when i'm coming home.
geezz

but, its too late to realized it now right?
i cant do anything to change it, turn back time or whatever.
i need to face this. i choose this path by myself.
aduhai

ya Allah, permudahkan la urusanku.