June 30, 2009

guess what?

aku kt hotel wahaahahah. piwiiit. actually, last friday aku dapat tau aku dapat biasiswa JPA kt UCSI college in kl. i'm freaking out since at that time i've already at Penang. what theee. taikkk. tapi, time tuh aku and my parents still tak berapa percaya sebab sebelum ni aku dapat pinjaman mara tu kan yang buat aku fobia cam taikk.

so, sebab tak percaya, aku masokla uitm tuhhh. memang penat. aku sangat menyampah benci meluat haktuih dengan orientasi ni. penatttt. tido tiap2 ari kol 2, bangun kol 4.30. =.= mcm bontot.

semalam, time ade taklimat 1 ari suntuk tu, aku mecet2 la gn mk aku. mak aku kol orang JPA tuh sebab aku xpuas ati aku dapat course ape. so, mak aku call. die cakap aku dapat pharmacy and aku akan belajar kat sane dalam 5.5 years. lebih kurangla gn uitm kan. oke, aku da excited aku kemas2 brg semua haaa. roomate aku da sdeyh2 kan aku nak blah.

da siap surat untuk quit semua, aku gerak la g kl. sepanjang perjalanan aku tido jeeee. tak cukup tido punye pasal ann. sekali kau, bile aku sampai situ kauuu, terkkejut aku kauu tauu. ramai gile siakkk negro kat situu, mcm hampeh. aku sampai situ tengok dorang semua ati aku da semacam seyh. dorang semua tengok aku semacam je time aku datang.

budak2 situ pakaian dorang mmg bebas arr. pkai skirt pendek pkai tube =.='' . aku da takot. mk ayah aku lagi la. and mak aku cakap rahmah pun dapat same tempat gn aku. same kondo lagi tau. oh ye, kat situ, kitaorg dapat KONDO siap semua ade swiming pool youuu wahhahaa. dah dah. pastu da bincang2 gn mak ayah aku semua, mak aku sruh aku masok uitm balek. siyes arr aku datang kolej tu tadi macam nak nanges.

aku tau, semua mesti marah aku ke cakap aku ni lepaskn peluang la tak tahu bersyukur la sume, tapi korang tak rase ape yang aku rase bile aku da sampai situ. perghhh. time jln balek tuh aku nanges woooo. memang aku nyesal tapi aku xbole hidup suasana macam tuh. environment die tak sesuai untuk aku. foreign student terlalu ramai, melayu ciputtt jeeee.

nasib aku dapat masuk uitm balek, kalau x, mmg arr terkontang kanting ar akuu. perghhh

June 24, 2009

hmm :(

so, in the end siap jugak aku pack semua brg. tapi ade lagi sket la aku kna pegi beli esok pagi. setem hasil siap lupe nak beli ann pergh =.='' . esok aku bertolak petang jgkla dlm 3 lbeyh kot tunggu adik balek sekolah. but, since tomorrow i may be a bit busier than today, aku tak dapat online lelame nak post blog. so, aku post malam ni lah.

um. aku plan sebulan lepas aku masok U aku balek jb skejap. naik flight. fhiwiiittt. haha. kalau aku tahan laa. kalau tak awal sikit kot. tapi, lately aku da tak rasa macam takot balek ke ape, rase teruja. ape english tuuu, excited gituu haha. tapi seram tu maseh ada lahh. ehe.

aku xtau lar nak tulis ape hahah. aku bagi pesanan2 jela ekk. kihkihkih

to;

1. sume kwnku yg akan further study, yan, has, pja, faten, etcetc, good luck la oke. kalau korang balek jgn la xonline puleerr. even aku rase tu first thing yg korang buatkan ahahah.jangan lupe aku la iyer sobsob T.T

2. junior2 ku's and budak2 sekolah ahaha nurin,shaf,pyp, pira, aten, feee etcetc, study hard oke. akk doakan korang successs for your SPM. :)

3. kepada sape2 a.k.a semua la kot, kalau rindu aku call ler T.T aku tunggu je tau ahaha.


ohhh. and birthday aku hari ahad ni. pergh. T.T sedih gilerr tak dapat sambut kt sini. nasib la my parents balek jb ari isnin. huuuu

kalau aku ade time kat sane, and memandangkan hp aku ade WiFi phiwiiit funtut ahhahaha aku online la sekejap oke. yang rajin ym gn msn aku tuh, no worries coz i bawak laptop yee. :D

aku sayang semua2 yang kawan gn aku ehee. till then guyss~

June 21, 2009

pergh.

tadi pegi balek kampung. eyh tak tak. sebelum tu dalam pukul 10++ aku kuar pegi dating gn aqie kt taman jap haha. die yang nk jumpa wat kali terakhir sebelum aku blah ni ehe. tapi xlama lahh. dalam 12 lebih aku da sampai uma sebab nak balek kampung.

pegi kampung pun ntok kali terakhir jgk seblum pegi merantau eceyhhh. makcik sume ade ann pergh memang aku sayang ar :DD. aku tak join bdk2 kecik mancing kat parit tuh haha aku kn da nak 18. parit tu la tempat aku berkubang dulu walaupun aer die mcm haktuih. sambil dorang mancing2 aku borak2 la gn mkcik aku sorang aku pgl die mak ngah. yang paling best yang ni la,

"eyh intan, pakwe ko sekarang skola mane?"
"die kat matriks la mak ngah. kt tangkak."
"tangkak dekat2 dgn muar tu kan?"
"haah"
"ceyhh, abes ar ko da berjauhan dengan die nnt mcm mane?"
mama tetiba nyampuk,
"die da ikat pakwe die tu dah."
"ko ikat die mcm mane intan? ko pakai mandrem eyh hah?"
"wahahahahah." sangat xbole blah. aku xckp pape pun.
"takpe2, nnt klau die buat hal, ko cakap gn makngah, biar mkngah mandrem die pulak."

adoi2 dok gelak je aku time tuh. pergh. naseb la mkcik2 aku sume sporting belaka.

patutnye tadi kol 5 lebih da balek dah. aku nak mintak cop atukku sebagai ketua kampung sekali kt borang U tuh. cop tu dalam kereta die. nak dijadikan cerita, akak sedare aku pegi bwk pulak kereta tuh pegi merayap dgn adik die. pkul 7 baru sampai. ceyhhh.

da siap2 semua, da salam2 semua, dapatla duet lagi nenek bagi yeayea wahahaha. teruja doh aku pegang duet banyak2 ni.

ouh, n bytheway, aku bertolak 25/6 ni. petang la lepas adik aku balek sekolah. tidur rumah mk usu, esoknye baru gerak pegi penang. so, aku sangat2 nervous yg mcm taiik sebb da dkt. T.T

June 20, 2009

ehe


i have no moods for blogging recently.
tapi aku paksa orang post ade.
wahahhaa

takde feel laahhh. you know,
makin nak pegi ni makin sume benda aku xnk buat tau.

oh yea,
today was fun.
pegi date dgn haqqie huhee.
took some pic, sume dlm hp raje.
lupe nak bluetooth tadi =.=
ouhh. and raje botak wahahhahaa
he's wearing a hat.
bile aku sengih2 tgk die, die ckp,
"ape ko sengih2? tau ar botak" XDXD

so, this is the last date before i go.
tadi dorang ade cakap2 nak naek penang time cuti nanti.
yeah yeah

June 17, 2009

well.


i'm going to watch a movie tomorrow.
haha.
yeah yeah.
maybe tomorrow will be the last time we meet ladies.
ahahaha.

yela,
sorang da ke penang,
sorang ke segamat (arrghh pja poyo)
sorang ke cheras. (thniah2 XD)

i hope we have lots of fun tomorrow.

oh ye pja,
kalau aku rase berani, aku bawak ar keta ko.
wahahahaha

June 14, 2009

ohhhh sighh

damn. suddenly i feel like i wanna crying. tadi my cousin came and we have a talk about my studies and her friends and others. haha. time dorang nak balek tuh, my uncle and my aunt said good luck to me, and my aunt suddenly hugged me haha. she's never done this to me before. i was startled.

my uncle asked my father to let me study poli in singapore. poli tu bagus. most of the top malaysia chinese students enrolled there. tapi poli tu sangatlah mahal haha.

lepastu tadi tiba2 terpkir plak pasal masa depan. takutla seyh. aku siyes ni aku takut. perghh
macam nak menangis siyoot bila pikir. cousin aku pun terkejut aku pegi sane sorang2. =.=
what can i do? its for my future. i really need to endure it. arghhhhhhhh tinggal 2minggu je =.='''

damn i'm seriously in depressed right now. MAMA!!!

June 13, 2009

grrrr.


tenet mcm taikkkk
nak masok myspace pun xbolee.
perghhh =.=
aku da la kebosanan niyhhh.
ceyhsss

i'm fine.


sorry ler akak abang,
lately post saya banyak sedih2 je kn.
huheee.
kehidupan mcm nilah.
dulu dok hepi je memanjang kan.

lega dah dpt luahkan ape yg ade dlm hati ni.
da ade ruang da nk masokkan aqie lg byk3 ahahha.

tadi, adik semangat bergayut dengan buah hatinye,
smpi nk ltk line telefon kt bilik saya pun mcm tgh dreaming.
mentang2 esok nk pegi dating.

entah apela die pikir,
memula kepala terlanggar kipas,
pastu da saket, nak pusing masok bilik die, die terlanggar dinding plak.
ahahah.
kesian mmg.
tp reaction die tuh yang saya sangat xbole blah.

tergelak mcm ape tadi.
ehee

ok dah.
saya nk bermimpi pulak.
eheee.
nitee guys~

June 12, 2009

the truth is revealed one by one.

first, i know about him cheating on me. fine, i forgive him anyway. since he said he never do that again. he declared i am his first love. ngahahah prasan sekejap. second, just now he said that a cpl of ppl PENGARUH (pengaruh english ape? =.=) him to cheating on me. and one of them is none other than my previous boyfriend. cool huh? ni yang aku tak suka kalau suka mereka yang berkawan sesama mereka ni.

hey hey *****, why you did that to him. to me? i know he's not doing it 100% of his choice. i know him better than anyone when it comes to our love blerghh. he's a good guy. everyone knows that. now i really feel i want to slap you hard on the face. bia muke awak tu ade kesan2 kegeraman dan kekecewaan saya. sampai hati awak kan.

okay, yeah, i personally THOUGHT maybe i was wrong before till you decided that we should broke up. at that time, i feel dissapointed, i cried half the night after you called, still didnt want to believe that we are no more than friends. last year, one of your friends told me the truth. that i'm not the one at faults actually. its you. he told me that since before we broke up, you always search something that will lead to misunderstanding about us. you really wanna broke up with me just after like 3-4 months we've been together? thats so SWEET of you.

blerghhh. and i was wrong. DEEPLY wrong. i thought you are my destined person. my friends told me you are almost a perfect guy. they have huge respect for you and told me continuously that i was lucky. lucky huh? =.=. and saya tau awak tak sayang saya mcm yang awak selalu cakap tu bukan? mase mula2 kite couple je saya percaya. you destroyed what i thought to be one of the precious thing in my life. YOUR LOVE. after we broke up, you promise that someday we will be back together. hah. as if.

you ruined my love life before and now you are still doing it? urghhh i don't care about you anymore. about your girlfriend or your ex or anything about you. why must you disturb my life again. saya tak kacau hidup awak dah. no more intan farhana in your life. except we are friends. if i say so. oh i already said it. oke whatever.

please, don't ruined it again. he's really precious to me. find someone else good for you. you are just pretending to be deeply in love with me before. i know that already. but still, thanks. coz you accept me and treat me well sepanjang kite couple dulu. done. past is the past. it will never come back. and please i don't want to waste my tears for somebody like you. i've had enough.

bak kata has, hak adoii XD


the title have nothing to do with the post.
just go with the flow~
ahaha mrepek.

my love life is fine these few days.
hope he realised his mistakes and never do that again.
although i'm not sure if i'm able to not forgive him.
love is blind. duhhh

a few days before i've been thinking about something.
something i really regret not to do that before.
and i have to pay for the price. =.=

i really admired some of my friends who got scholarships.
they were very good as well as i know.
no wonder la dapat.
jealous, yeahhh.
unlike me. =.=
but, i know, i'm not capable enough in their eyes that i can worship the scholarships.
so, i'm stuck here, no choice at all and need to go to penang.
urghhh.

sometimes, i wonder,
if my life will still be the same if i didnt get flying colours for SPM.
but i know i will regret it later.

well, this is life i guess.
once in a lifetime, we need to go far to build our self-esteem, and be a better person than before.
hope it does with me.
sighhh


p/s: yan, moga kite berjumpa di penang nnt wahahah



June 10, 2009

birthday. 9june2009




sayangggg aqieee




fee comelll.




sayanggg mereka..
tapi sayang double triple untuk aqie oke ! :D


p/s: fee, sori cilok pic u. i suke gile pic ni. :D

June 09, 2009

grrrrr

eeee eeeeeeeeee
malas la akuu nak melayannnn.
da lah ko ngade2 dok "awk bz ke?" "bole kco x ni ?" "klau bz xpela"
eeeeeeeeeeeee
siyesss aku mcm nak meletupp
nak cakap cakap jela. nak ngengade panjang2 kan cite hanya sebab aku cakap
"um bole kot."
paham2 da ar aku tak nak layan ko.
=.=

bile aku tak balas komen, nanti dok anta lagi 3-4 kali tanye nape xbalas.
eeeeee stalker ke ape ko nii.
tensen la siyooot.
benci benci.

nasib aku xsound ko depan2, kang nanti malu pulak ko.
grrrrr
ni bukan sorang je tau, ramai lelaki yang perasan bajet blablabla kt luar sane tuhh

aku da tunjuk daisypath lagi aku couple gn aqie.
siap ade gmbr lg kt page aku tuhhh.
perghhh bole die nk buat2 buta annn.
=.=

ko tak bace blog aku, biar aku memekak kt blog akuu.
>:/


bytheway, tadi pegi medical checkup. aku sampai kol 9, no da 24. 1 ari die amek 30 org je. no pun da abes. aku dah :O . ape ke hal siket benarrr. yang datang je da berapa ramai. naseb doc tu baek die bagi aku lepas. jumpa ainudin. die datang lmbt sket kot. tu xlepas agaknyee. huheee. time buat check mata, mata kiri aku la paling gempak. huruf E paling atas je aku bole nampak. doc tu pn da teraneh2 ehehehe. yess aku suke mata aku =.=

pastu balek kampung. aku drive la seyhhh. bapak best drive jejauhhh. (nak bg mereka2 yg xde lesen jeles wahaha) atok bagi duet belanja kt U nnt. huheeee ade duet banyakk :DD kalau x beg duet aku tuh ade not kertas wane biru tu je tauu 2-3 helai wahahaha. gile sengkek.

p/s: happy birthday again to my sweet hny aqie and my syg comel feee :)

June 08, 2009

hm.


no story la deyyy.
wahaha sengal la korang bace.
yela, duduk rumah je nk story amendenye.

lepas problem tu da selesai, aku da fuhhhh.
yela, almost a week aku abeskan dok peker jeee benda tuh.
ngehehe.

skrang aku peker barang ape nak bwk pegi sane jela.
teringat 1 benda je cpt2 list ahahaha.

tapi still xready jugak.
physically and mentally.
duhh =.=

June 06, 2009

happy ending? maybe.

um. so. tadi pagi2 buta around 8++ a.m ieka da dtg rumah.
we all ade projek baekk punyeeee
bdk2 skola xbole tau oke. wahahaa.

then, janji nk jmpa tutttt dlm 11. tp sampai nk dkt kol 12. huhahahah. pdn muke.
da jumpa tuh, aku gn tuttt borak2 bincang2 ape2 yang patut.
sampai ade babak mengalir aer mata la eceyh -.-

so, bebel tu bebel ni ngaku tu ngaku ni cakap tu cakap ni,
i give him another chance.
well, aku sayang die giler gaban.
wlaupun maybe ade orang kate aku bodo sebab terima die balek,
i don't care.
i know him better than anyone does.

p/s: bluekkkk

June 04, 2009

tagged ! (6)

tagged by fatennn

I'm 170cm tall
I don’t know what I want at the moment.
I’m not happy. - urgh sgt btol.
I hate my friends.
I hate my life.
I hate my grades.
I can drive.
I’m bored of driving.
I have a white handbag.
I love dancing.
I go clubbing every week.
Shopping is bullshit
I have a tattoo of a star.
I got my navel pierced.
I have friends that take drugs.
90% of my friends smoke.
I still hang out with my ex, even though our break up was rather nasty.
I’m studying Fashion.
I hate cartoons.
I have business running.
I hate someone.
I have 10 Lollipops handbags.
I buy CLEO every month.
My parents don’t know about my blog.
I have an iPOD
I don't have faith in the current "one"
My school mates know about my blog.
I wanted to be a fashion designer.
I love rock emo bands.
I hate it when people cancel last minute meet ups.
I’m a rebel.
I don’t believe in love.
High school's filled with drama.
My parents have faith in me.
I’ve bought shoes this month.
A blogger bitched about me before.
I hate sports.
I heart Italian food.
I hate meeting new people. - plih nk dan xnk wahaha
I hate nail polish.
The mother bear gives me hugs.
People should start appreciating me.
High school was the worst time of my life.
I have red hair.
One Utama is my second home
I’m a guy.
I’m scared of my Biology exam which I’m going to face tomorrow.
I hate vacations.We’ll last :)
I believe in long distance relationship - maybe.
I’m going to get high and smoke weed one day soon.
I’ve robbed an old lady.
I’m starting to like applying make-up.
I was a tomboy.
At times I think I still am a tomboy.
I love bitching about people behind their backs I still have a best friend.
I have a cat.
I hate surprise parties.
I hate planning parties
I’m hot.
I’m a sinner.
I've got a DS light
I have a Wii.
I can live without music
Video games are a waste of time.
I miss the father bear.
I love being in love.
I know how to cook.
I have 100% freedom. - aku ade 80%? wahaa
boys are assholes (some laa)
I hate Math.
I’m happy with what I have
I love horror films.
I slept in my parents’ room for 3 days after watching Scream when I was a kid.
My old friends keep in touch with me.
I don’t read newspapers.
The news is such a waste of time.
Blogging is a waste of time.
I hate animals.
I can't live without make-up.
I curse like a pirate.
I’m happy with my 11 year old car.
I hate people that are smart.
I love Orange juice.
I can’t drink for nuts.
I believe that everyone in their teens have lost their virginity.
I've got a new phone
I’m going to get a new pair of shoes by the end of this month.
I love swimming. - but i cant swim XD
I haven’t worked out since March.
I think I’m fat
I love my friends and family


saje je ltk kaler kang xnmpk nnt eheh.
tadi tgk hannah montana. besttt.
can't wait to watch transformer and the proposal. duhhhh lmbtt


June 03, 2009

hmph.

i'm done.
i don't wanna care about you anymore.
all about you.

as if i can. duhh

but u you care about her more than you care about me.
am i nothing to you?
just a hindrance for these two whole years?

i penat la mcm gini.

you didn't appreciate me at all.

when you get bored with them, you just simply come back to me.

duhhhh

my friend said kite mmg ade jodoh.

but is it true?

sighhh